CandyLand

Sugar sugar everywhere... Eat until my blood turn sweet

Sugar with sotong rocks my socks ^^

I can't shake this feeling that im somehow not good enough.. And i think im gonna fail math R paper and then they'll force me to drop math. Then i dont have to do the stupid holiday homework that i cannot find.

That sucks.

Im Back!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Finally, after a 3 day hiatus..... Im back online!!! =)

Flyff here i come ^^

i think flyff makes me bitchy

Testosterone Charged Affair

Did you know testosterone is a hydroxy steriod ketone with chemical formula C19H28O2 produced by the testes and is responsible for maintaining male secondary sex characters. ^^

Had a kinda like flyff gang (missing yh) outing where i had my first taste of shopping with guys. Zz, zr, nat, sr and myself took 36 to orchard after handing in pw and we talked and talked and talked abt flyff the whole way there till we missed our stop. Then we went and walked ard orchard aimlessly. Till we reached cine and rented Hard Candy to watch.. Then nat had to leave to go to his zoo and so we went ahead without him. For ppl who dont noe what Hard Candy is abt, its abt this girl who castrates a guy and when a girl watches it with 3 other guys, it becomes damn funny. Esp when zz was screaming and grabbing everything nearby (zr) and zr rewinding the dvd to certain scenes to get a closer look.. Then our outing moved on to Bugis coz we had to meet yizha to return his wallet (yah larh zr so clever) and yh came join us for dinner. We spent an hr waiting for yh and another deciding where to eat lol.. And finally we decided to go to KFC and eat shit.. (sorry i hate KFC food) and before we ordered food we sat there and talked abt flyff somemore.. So yah you can imagine what our dinner conversation was all about. And we sat and ate and talked until 8 something. Lol what an entertaining outing eh damn funny...

I seriously swear i havent laughed so much in sucha long time =D

Life Is Like A Boat

Nobody knows who i really am.
I never felt this empty before.
And if i ever need someone to come along,
who's gonna comfort me and keep me strong?

We're all rowing the boat of fate.
The waves keep on coming and we can't escape.
But if we got lost on our way,
the waves will guide you through another day.

dooku de iki o shiteru toomei ni natta mitaikudayami ni omoe dakedo mekaku shisarete tadake

inori o sasagete atarashii hi o matsuasayaka ni hikaru umi sono hate made

Nobody knows who i really am.
Maybe then just don't give a damn.
But if i ever need someone to come along,
I know you would follow me, and keep me strong.

hito no kokoro wa utsuriyuku mukedashiteku narutsuki wa mada atarashii shuuki de mune o tsureteku

And every time i see your face,
the ocean heaves up to my heart.
You make me want to strain at the oars,
and soon i can see the shore.

I want you to know who i really am.
I never thought i'd feel this way towards you.
And if you ever need someone to come along,
I will follow you and keep you strong.

tabi wa mada tsuzuiteku odayakana hi motsuki wa mata atarashii shuuki de ume o terashidasuinori

o sasagete atarashii hi o matsuasayaka ni hikaru umi sono hate made

And every time i see your face,
the ocean heaves up to my heart.
You make me want to strain at the oars,
and soon i can see the shore.

Unmei no huneoko gi nami wa tsugi kara tsuki e to watashi-tachi o sou kedoSore mo suteki na tabi ne, dore mo suteki na tabi ne

Dangerous Killer On The Loose

I think ive become very antisocial.. Although i cannot be entirely sure if this has always been there but unnoticed by me or just a new trait i picked up, i can be certain im very antisocial.. How many outings or lunches have i turned down just to go home and spend time alone with the computer? Ok maybe not too many but my mum thinks it anitisocial and we all know mother dear knows best.. So i conclude tt ive become anitisocial..

Ok but ill have to admit i have lost some interest in spending time with real people and am now more interested in spending quality time with a game on my com... And dont we all know what game that is? So maybe this should be a time to reflect and maybe change some habits.. I resolve to spend more time away from the computer and more on the stack of holiday assignments sitting on the table.. From one antisocial activity to another.. Wow great progress there.. And given my strong resolve or lack thereof, i will thus commence on this noble plan after my 2nd job change in flyff.. I just cannot get over the sense of accomplishment i get when i plvl ppl and when i lvl up 2 lvls in 5hrs =) Can anyone blame me? ;p

In the spirit of pw, i shall thus come up the feasibilty and limitations of my proposal.
Limitation: i will be more hooked to the game after job change at lvl 65 when i learn my aoe skills
Feasibility: completely not feasible at all. a better idea would be to pay someone to do my homework for me..
Conclusion: fail R paper and get screwed at home for failing math again and again and again
Arhh nothing beats an ode to a subject that is thus over and need not be thought about anymore for the rest of... tomorrow.. Since i need to do the @&*%($@*&^@&*#!@(*(&@! IandR by monday.. T.T

I dont think youre dumb and i think youve gotten what i was trying to say today.. I can only assume youre not ready to clip your wings yet.. To be honest maybe im not as ready as id like to think i am. Doesnt mean its not worth a try... Who knows, we might just like what happens from there.

I hold my breath and try not to think abt what would happen if we didnt...